Dis is me

This is wat i love and love wat im doin
I like to live in my own world
Fuck regular life
Im told to enjoy every moment,Every hour, Every minute
Thats wat i do every day
Why should i take life so seriously
I just want to do wat i like to do
Being far from reality
Cos i cant stand society
Its my own world i just want to hear the music
I think the whole system fucking sucks
Everybody working their fucking ass out during the week
Getting totalli fucking stressed out
So wats wrong and wats rite
I live for the world
I live for hardstyle
I live for you baby

Die

Wtf (Waking The Fallen)

If onli the dead could come back to life
I would surely bring back my cousin
It has almost been two years already since he died
Im so sad
Well I was still immature then
I believe I have grown a bit
Not just physically but mentally too
I became more wary of the people around me
I analyze them bit by bit hoping to get to know them better
But im still not good at communicating with lads
Actualli im afraid of offending the lads
Becos I think i talk kinda rude
Even to my parents but WTF do i care
Sometimes I talk too much
But actualli I talk to either keep myself awake in class
Or Im just bored
Thanks for reading this lame post buhbye

My blood is so cold

Yesterday was fun
Me and brother went riding
Den we were chased by 4 bikes
One of them fell
So the rest stopped
And we ran away
HAHA

Theres a ghost in my house
Who always disturb me wen im sleeping
Maybe the ghost wants a fren to play with
But at least dont disturb me wen im sleepin
I hope the ghost is gone

I spent the whole day today doin nothing
I know i should be revising last year's topic or doin my homework
But im kinda sick
I coughed out blood this morning
I hope i get better
but WTF i dont care

I wrote this

ONE LIE

The words that came out
From my mouth last night
Was only a lie
The biggest lie ever told

I had changed the world
I had changed my life
But nothing i said could change you
Nothing i said did anything to you

Just living was simply hard for me
But i never gave up
Cos when i see ur smile
I can feel the pain is ending

Life is great
If its real
That lie i told
Was unforgettable

I never wanted to do this
Especially not to you
Because its hurting you
But im killing myself...tonight

What is wrong???

My results were bad
Not as bad as last year actualli
MY combined humanities increased a lot
Frm the usual 20+ to a 44
My chemistry is getting worst
I dont even understand anything

My frens are having a chalet next week
Shld be having lots of fun
But notin would be better than spending time with HER
Seriously, some pple say she have a boyfren but so wat
Pple always tell me this
If a married couple can get divorced
An engaged couple can get separated
Why cant a normal couple break their relationship

I dont like her, I love her
But if she is not for me then fine

HAPPY ENDINGS
not always have happy beginning
And I apologize to all my frens because im not goin to GPA
i have something important to do