Brompton Cocktail

Cry alone, i've gone away
(yup im alone and im staying away from u)
No more nights, no more pain
(NO MORE PAIN??? IM ALWAYS IN PAIN)
I've gone alone, took all my strength
(I went jogging alone today an im damn tired)
I've made the change, I wont see u tonite
(...)

Why the hell am i writing this things????
Life's been great, i guess.
I finally realized that im stupid
Im trying to achieve the impossible
Well thats life
I cant believe Arsenal was thrashed by Man U
I even cant believe Arsene Wenger fielded Armand Traore and Justin Hoyte
they both suck
i've seen better players in Singapore than those idiots
Hmmm... why am i updating my blog???
I wish i could turn back time..
I wanna get bad grades for my PSLE
So my parents wont be expecting high grades from me
I also wished i choose not to go school at all
Do you know my parents asked me if i want to go school anymore or not last year???
I said no at 1st den i thought again...
Going to school is the onli way i could see her...
Den i told my parents i changed my mind...
And look.. 100% attendance so far
My B'dae in another 10 days...27 Feb
And im goin to celebrate it twice
But none on the day itself
23 Feb and 1st March
On 23 Feb im goin to my aunts house...For barbecue and play tennis
Den on 1st March im goin to play bowling with my family and frens
And the oncoming Friday im goin to play bowling too
Din is goin to NS
Im goin to miss him
Anyway sori for this long but lame post
I feel down this few days
Kept coughing blood

:)smile guys
I wish i could fill this world with happiness and laughter
But im out of time
Thanks for reading
<3 AyeDeal