Saw her again

Guess wat i saw dat gerl again.i dont know whether its real or im just hallucinating.Well high possibility that i was hallucinating.I saw her in front of me running towards the nearest block cos it was raining like shit.But she disappeared wen i went to the block.Haha well i am tired just coming home frm work and its like 1.30 in the morning and its raining like hell.Fought with Taufiq again.Cant believe he called me a small kid.Im just like a year younger than him.But sometimes he is more childish than me.Haha tmr sure apologize again.Our fight wont last a whole week.There was once wen he made me angry then i asked to settle outside.We went outside took off our shirt and i was ready to fight him but....like i said our fight dont last long.Din stop us,we talk,den we both went back to our usual life.Haha.I could say notin.We both are like brothers already.He help me and i help him.Guess wat guys i finalli got her number.She gave it to me.Well of course i asked her hehe

Today was like the most borin working day of my life.Because Yu Lun is working.He also is schooling at Riverside but this year is he's last year.He had worked at KFC for 3 years already i think and now is the 2 STAR supervisor of the restaurant.The retaurant manager wants me to take the 1 STAR test but im afraid of failing.I cant study well in school so how do u expect me to study for a test that u hv to know everything about anything haha.

TMR gonna be another borin day.Its my moms b'day and i hv to go to my grandma house to deliver things den go to KFC and buy some food for my mom then collect the cake she ordered at bengawan solo. I cant wait for the 7 november cos that the day i get my pay.Me and my band are goin jamming again.This time we are goin to play Darkness Surrounding by A7x.Hope i dont burst my vein just like matt shadows did while singing that song.We are also playin 3 songs frm the new A7x album.Afterlife,Critical Acclaim and Almost easy.All which i hv memorise the lyrics of the song.HAHA.Super good memory.KK gtg need to memorise the lyrics of Darkness Surrounding and Unholy Confessions.Bye and thanks for reading.

The whys and hows

One day as i was just smoking outside of CWP a gerl approach me and ask me a question...
She ask me why am i smoking being young and all...
There was a sudden pause...
I thought about it for a moment but i could not find an answer...
I told her i dont know den she sat right beside me...
She kept on asking about my life although i dont know her...
Wen she had stop asking i asked her about herself...
There was a sudden pause too...
Den my manager went out and called out my name...
I turn but the gerl was nowhere to be seen...
I light up another stick but this time i was with my manager...
I ask him if he had seen any gerl beside me but he said he saw no one...
After finishing the ciggarette i went back to work...
I could not concentrate on work since then on...
Who the hell was i talking to???
Why is she so curious abt my life???
I didnt even get to know her name...
I went back early frm work that day and asked myself the same question she asked me
Why the hell am i smoking???
Why the hell am i wasting my life doing things that has no meaning i life?
I still could not answer that question...
I thought about it for the next few days...
Yet i could not find the answer
Den one day i went to school and saw her
Well it looked almost like her
it was this gerl frm 3/7
She seemed pretty,but frm the outside i could see someone in need of help...
Can someone please tell me wat all this means???
But how could i change someone if i dont change myself??
Frm that day onwards i tried to get close to her
But it seemed impossible to get to know her...
How i wish i would be less shy towards gerls...
How i wish i was a totalli different person...

Another Post haha

It was fun at work my best fren and i cried as we said sori to each other and forgiving each other. Well every frenship hv misconception haha.Total burn marks on my hand now is...4. My fren call me stupid for burning my hand for a gerl but wat do i care. i cant wait for our KFC outing to Genting at 26 Oct 07. Im gonna enjoy like hell.Then after the outing im gonna study like hell. Well got to catch up with studies.IM SECOND LAST IN CLASS!!! CAN U BELIEVE IT?!?!?!But i dont care as long as i promote to Sec 4 is good enuf. And my aim for next year is to go to SP business school and be a donno wat. Well anything to do with business is good enuf.Maybe open a hotel haha.Cos its either that or i'll be a KFC manager.But being KFC manager sucks lots of problem and very tiring.My fren is psyco-ing me forcing me to work at Starbucks. Part of me want to but im afraid.Wat if she goes to Starbucks and saw me???So maluu...Hiya wat can i say im not rich wat i gt to pay for my handphone my school fees PLUS SAVE MONEY FOR GENTING.Another 20 more hours to Avenged Sevenfold new album cant wait. But ive already gt 7 of their songs but still im gonna buy it.Support Avenged Sevenfold for life!!!Thats a true fan word.Haha gtg now its 3 in the morn already tmr no school but i wanna go play soccer haha

Dont know wat to do now...

This is my 1st time writing abt my life in the web.
I gotta say this 1st im not a good writer...Just creative and imaginative onli
Im fed up with my life now, just fed up. But at least my elder brother are not in the country, else idonno wats gonna happen to me. Been sleepin late and going home later because of this one gerl at school. i love her but she think im like every fucking guy out there,guys who cheats on gerls and lie about their whole life. Yesterday i saw two gerls at a playground and guess wat they were doing??? They were kissing each other u know!!! i think this happens wen gerl think too much but how shld i know im not a gerl im a boy.

I know that she could be facing some problems at home but ive talked to some of her classmates and they told me something abt her which is bad. But wat do i care. love is blind ill hv to deal with it. If u anyone is reading this please help me.Im Super Stressed out i burn my hand twice already because i need to work for money while study at school and deal with all the problems at home and outside. And yeah yesterday i had i fight with my best fren who is like a brother to me all because of ONE fuckin ciggarette. He won i lost and now ive got to go to work with a swollen hand HAHA. TO that gerl if u are reading this post i love you and always will cause ''somethings dont change''BYEBYE ALL OF YOU I GTG TO WORK NOW!!