Dont know wat to do now...

This is my 1st time writing abt my life in the web.
I gotta say this 1st im not a good writer...Just creative and imaginative onli
Im fed up with my life now, just fed up. But at least my elder brother are not in the country, else idonno wats gonna happen to me. Been sleepin late and going home later because of this one gerl at school. i love her but she think im like every fucking guy out there,guys who cheats on gerls and lie about their whole life. Yesterday i saw two gerls at a playground and guess wat they were doing??? They were kissing each other u know!!! i think this happens wen gerl think too much but how shld i know im not a gerl im a boy.

I know that she could be facing some problems at home but ive talked to some of her classmates and they told me something abt her which is bad. But wat do i care. love is blind ill hv to deal with it. If u anyone is reading this please help me.Im Super Stressed out i burn my hand twice already because i need to work for money while study at school and deal with all the problems at home and outside. And yeah yesterday i had i fight with my best fren who is like a brother to me all because of ONE fuckin ciggarette. He won i lost and now ive got to go to work with a swollen hand HAHA. TO that gerl if u are reading this post i love you and always will cause ''somethings dont change''BYEBYE ALL OF YOU I GTG TO WORK NOW!!