Im down...

I donno wat to do anymore
My parents are seriously splitting up
And i cant stop them anymore
I dont care about me
But wat abt my younger siblings
My little sister is onli 4 years old & my lil brother is onli 10
I can live with Taufiq or my grandparents
But my lil sister...
without love from both parents
i've seen wat happened to pple without it
AHHHHHHHHHH
No one can help me already
My elder brothers are already grown up
FUCK FUCK FUCK
I HATE IT WEN THIS HAPPEN
Seriously hate it
It happened before wen i was young
And now again
Who shld i follow???
My father or mother???
My mother is all work but i think shes marrying a new person
My dad is all relax but i think gonna hv financial problems
If i follow my mom i think we're gonna quarrel every fuckin day
If i follow my dad den i'll be as lazy as him
If i live with my grandparents den i'll hv to be a good boy but at least hv some freedom
If i live with Taufiq den wat will my parents say
WHY THE FUCK MUST THEY SPLIT UP AFTER LIVING TOGETHER FOR MORE THAN 30 FUCKING YEARS
Yup thats all ive gt to say
i really need to talk to her