Lucky to be born...

My parents always said im a nuisance, that if i die it would make their life better
Well something like that...
But wat about my brother
Yesterday he went home all drunk
And vomit on the carpet
Isnt that gross
Imagine if i was the one drunk and vomited
My mom would already take her belt and whip me
But i dont want that
My whole life i drank twice and regretted it
Im moving on
I dont care wat people say about me anymore
I live my life my style my way
Although im damned rejected unwanted
I'll just forget about everything and carry on
And when im down I'll just simply think about you
And everything will change
OK IM OFF TO WORK